…and then there are the days like today. Days when I know I’m so full of crap I can’t imagine how I dare pontificate on spirituality. Days when a whole platoon of little protesters marches through my head, waving placards reading “Who the hell does she think she is?”. Days when all the contempt for others starts boiling up and I realise I’m nowhere near over that yet. Days when I know I’ve made virtually no progress on this bloody awful journey of spiritual growth and discipline. Days when I wonder what the point is anyway.
Gentle reader, I wish you no harm, but for the sake of human companionship I hope you just very occasionally feel the same!


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you know though today seems no progress when you add it to all the others
it will make sense
regards mx
yes!
Oh yeah, I have those days. Then they pass. You know that this one will too.
Hang in there sis, you’re not alone.
Prayers,
without a doubt…but when I am in the right frame, I realize I would rather have those occasionally than the days where I think I am model of spiritual integrity because sadly those happen occasionally too and then I want to vomit.
Thanks guys!